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So you said hello and held my hand it all seemed so surreal something tangible in my hands it couldn't be but I believed it and let a smile creep onto my lips once again unbelieved the truth indulged in my fantasy
And in the house of shattered glass I make my bed on the fragments and accept it to be feathers good night, little one
So you said goodbye and left it wasn't happening thrust back into the naked reality but there was nothing else to do and I let the poison inside me once again slipped away from it all scared and

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No Place Like Home - After
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No Place Like Home - Before
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Didn'tI'll wait here you go on ahead I've done enough you may not see it but it's been enough I should know you're not the first this path I've walked before you knew me you should have known should have never come should have ran when you saw me should have could have would have didn't Should have never I'll wait here you go on ahead if you come back when you come back to what's holding on like a thorn in your sleeve I'll be waiting here Didn't
by ~the-forsaken

InebriationDon't say you love me you're crazy those words are meaningless Hollow, empty and void just like your eyes just like my heart Invisible love fake love pretend love Maybe I'm crazy we're all crazy Echoes in my head your voice my voice his, hers, their's mine
Don't say you love me just run Keep running Inebriation
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Liquid Crystal Display LightOnly you could look beautiful by LCD green light The rest of the world would close their eyes.
The night fades around us, There’s nothing left to see.
Ever watchful I am; there’s something hiding behind
eyes
so dark
Sidle around the truth.
I know what’s in there.
Lie to yourself The only one who will believe.
But you’re still so beautiful by LCD light.
I can’t help but pray for what I see.
Clever mind’s eye, You see it too, don’t you?
Shame that LCD light can only do so much. Under th Liquid Crystal Display Light
by ~mistressmirandah

I Hate YouI’ll fight you to the end. I won’t let up, Sorry I only know how to let down.
Don’t touch me, don’t hold me, Stay away from me, you, especially you. You don’t want to know what I’ll do, If you take one more step.
You don’t care about me, You’re just lying like the rest. Underneath you’re just the same.
I hate you, I hate you, I hate the way you always lie, I hate it that you can make me cry, I hate you, yes I’m talking to you.
I hope that you leave now, And take my words to heart.
Trust me, I meant it all.
I Hate You
by ~piccolobellezza

Now This Is LivingBreath in. Breath out. Step forward. Once. Now again. Dont look Back. Only ahead.
Dont think. Just breath. In
Out Step
Now again.
Dont blink. They might get Suspicious. Dont look over your Shoulder. They're watching. You'd better pretend That you dont know
That they're there. Play dumb. Dont glance back. Dont stop and consider. Thought is a big Red flag. Dont give hindsight A chance Now This Is Living
by ~piccolobellezza

HopeBefore you came along, I thought that they were all the same,
Be great friends for now, And then later forget your name. Drift apart, Come back together, Stay awhile, Then leave forever. No one ever stays, They are always gone too soon,
Before the wounds can mend, They give up on you when times are tough, You never really have a friend.
You almost showed me different, You made me feel less alone, In the end you were just like the rest, Leaving me on my own.
It’s ok, I saw it coming, I won’t hold this against you, People can’t Hope
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Still Missing You

Sun Feb 10, 2008, 6:29 PM

Has it really been another year already? How time flies...rest in peace Kayla...

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Current Residence: Alberta, Canada
Interests: Everything
Favourite genre of music: All of them
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen
Skin of choice: Whoever's fits me the best
Personal Quote: The only thing standing between me and complete ecstasy is reality
Tools of the Trade: None...what trade? I do nothing

Email: thisisreallymyemail@gmail.com
AIM: Journey2Darkness
MSN: ask and ye shall recieve

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~CaptainSkellington Mar 5, 2006, 12:30:54 PM

-hug-

~pop-it Dec 6, 2005, 6:10:35 PM

what happend to you?

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~the-forsaken Dec 22, 2005, 8:58:49 PM

I wish I knew.

~beautifulwaste Jun 23, 2005, 3:15:16 PM

Evan..i have just typed up like..10 journals from previous times..read them.ta ta darling

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x.live for today because even if you survive until tomorrow nobody gives a damn.x

~the-forsaken Jun 23, 2005, 6:02:46 PM

Will do...looking forward to it. Though perhaps not tonight, or tomorrow...being in the mind state of wanting to fall asleep and stay asleep isn't opportune to try and focus my thoughts on anything constructive.

Appreciate the heads up though. Good to see you're still out there, somewhere...

~beautifulwaste Apr 2, 2005, 9:31:58 AM

hey my dear!!!!!! how're you? yeah i'm glad about my sis too! we might have t hang out defiantly. try to have fun on your agonizing car ride. havea wonderful day evan!!!!!!!!!!!

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x.live for today because even if you survive until tomorrow nobody gives a damn.x

~philter2001 Nov 17, 2004, 5:34:02 PM

Hey kid! Just stopped by to see how you're doin. Hope all is well in your part of the world! Take it easy and have a great week!

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"Did you ever meet a leech who was good at goodbyes?"-Incubus
Free Ipod!!!

~snow-rose Oct 28, 2004, 9:04:27 AM

Hi there. I'm not sure you remember me, but a while ago you left such a beautiful comment in my goodbye journal that i just had to come back and visit.
Just this once.
If you need to chase me, or my writing, go to [link], go under the directory and search for catriona reid.
I hope your life is treating you well.

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Some people live their lives without ever going crazy. How increbibly dull their lives must be.' - Bukowski.

~the-forsaken Nov 7, 2004, 9:46:51 PM

Of course I remember you. I'm glad you came by and graced my page...it means alot. I surely will do my best to find more writing by you.

I, too, hope that life is treating you well.

~piccolobellezza Aug 22, 2004, 4:36:28 PM

i just thought i would post a little comment here. because you're just so cool and because you've helped me out so much in the last *counts on fingers* 5 months. i love you and you're the neatest person ever!